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Ok after my job done and start slacking like god-also-got-no-idea what to do.Very much seeing a monster in the mirror everyday. Clothing doesn't felt the same like before. Not as comfortable as it used to be. It's such a pain to see this hideous creature everyday in the mirror. With much anger and frustration. Is this what people call as self-denial? I couldn't bear to see this horrendous everyday in my life. I must get rid of him no matter what. Discipline is what I needed now.